67 days

i have only 67 days left to spend with my hanbaobao…

after all that happened over the past few years to build up to this, i’m really really glad that things turned out as well as  they did you turned 19 recently! preparing for your 19th birthday was really quite a challenge… because i know it probably won’t be as easy celebrating the next few birthday in person with you again.. but then, you never know right? i might just appear by your side suddenly! yay i love to give you surprises!

reading your most recent blog post, i was really moved by you… and it really made me envy the amount of love that you receive! i’m glad that you are a loved and blessed girl and i’m so happy to be one of the people that can continuously shower and protect you with this cushion of love! so lets continually grow stronger and hold hands down this long path

yay! i will remember the cruise with our family forever!

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i’m really thankful for the happenings over the past 2 years that has somehow changed my life for the better… there are some things that happened that seemed to be so tough to go through. I’m glad that there were people around me to pull me up and get me to move on.

saying prayers and listening to you say prayers for us really makes me feel that all that has happened to us is testament to the blessings that have been showered upon us. i dare not say that i am a true believer now, but i have to say that i am starting to open up to this again, and i’m thankful that you have brought me to your side of the world so we can spend the rest of time together..

regarding a distant friend’s recent post on karma, really don’t know how much karma is required in exchange for all the things that have been betrothed to me by this life.

to be surrounded and loved by the people that i love,

to have friends that care for me,

to have been given this brilliant vocation in ns,

to be given the scholarship that i always thought was too far from my reach,

to be given a chance to attend a school which i thought was impossible to go to,

to be given a chance to sit in the driver’s seat,

to be given good health,

to have blessed loved ones,

to have this beautiful mind that continually talks to me.

my mind talks to me in an acutely schizophrenic manner, but calms me in the most anguishing situations, talks me out of doing the most evil things that i am ashamed of concocting myself.

i treasure it

yay i listen to you!

~ by chio on June 7, 2009.